I'm not okay

"I always tell everyone that in the end it’ll be okay, but I can’t believe it myself. I used to think that things will get better, but I met you and it’s like this rollercoaster. We have our ups and our downs and we can’t seem to stop and we are always changing. And I know… I know you would be fine without me. I know you have other friends. But I can’t seem to let you go. Everyday when I see you, I fall in love just like I did from the beginning. It hurts a lot. Knowing you don’t need me in your life. And it hurts a lot seeing you not even notice when I’m around. It hurts a lot and I don’t think it will ever stop."

—  n12 \\ I’m drained